your chest gets all tight and you get that lump in your throat, then your eyes start to fill up with tears threatening to over spill. you get that horrible funny feeling in your stomach and you start to shake, then you start to doubt everything, going over in your head re-thinking everything that has happened and wondering why it comes to this.
its like a waterfall of emotions come over you at once, anger, frustration, sadness, depression.
and it's all because of a boy.
because you actually thought for one second that you might actually be the girl he liked, but of course when you see that he's a in a relationship with someone else, you realise you were wrong, dead wrong.
its fucked up really how one day someone can wake up and decide that they can't be bothered texting you ever again, that when you walk by them that they will just ignore you. even though a couple of weeks ago you'd been smiling at each other, texting each other 24/7, cuddling and sharing a secret kiss.
but of course that meant nothing.
and it hurts, it hurts more than i expected it too. realising that of course you should of listened to your friends when they warned you about him but you just couldn't resist.
it was temptation.
well look where that got you, a broken heart and mascara streaked cheeks.
don't fall hard for somone because it hurts when they're not going to catch you and make you theirs.
i hope you're happy i really do, i hope she's everything that i obviously wasn't, i hope that maybe you'll remember me and remember what we shared. but if not then i'll just have to let go.
it's not easy when they say move on, but i'll try my hardest, honest i will.
i won't dwell on it now, i'll be happy because it happened, so thankyou.
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